Krystal

tomorrow is going to be interesting. hopefully all will go well :)
i don't know what is going on right now but its really exhilarating

i got drug tested today, but nothing will happen, i have not done anything.
i am tired and tomorrow is going to be one of the greatest days ever

no work cuz i quit my job
no homework because its all done
no worrying about history homework because i took the ap us test
i get to go to the library, sleep in, take a shower in the morning, and clean my room.
all these little things i take for granted

it's so great!

I want to be the surgeon that cuts you open
That fixes all of life's mistakes
I want to be the house that you were raised in
The only place that you feel safe
I want to be a shower in the morning
That wakes you up and makes you clean
I know I'm just the weather against your window
As you sleep through a winter's dream

Someone's churning the earth
Someone's stirring the sky
Every color at once in a column of lights
Bacteria breeds on a microscope slide
The worm in my heart is the apple of your eye
Don't adore what is impossible
We have built this ship in a wine bottle
But if you knew how it worked
We'd have to grow old

Someone's eating at you
Wakes you up in the night
If you're digging the past
Who knows what you'll find
Read the newspaper print off the microfilm slide
And you're holding your breath for the rest of your life
Don't you love what is intangible
I have built this ship in a wine bottle
But if you knew who I was
You would never grow old

Did anyone watch you the last time you kissed someone?
no

When you're walking, do you stop to drink?
no

Do you believe that if you want something bad enough you'll get it?
no

Ever snuck out of your house?
yes

Kill or Be killed?
neither

Break someone’s heart or have your heart broken?
neither

What did you do today?
school

Would you ever get a tattoo?
uh most likely no

What was the last thing you ate?
a chip

Are you a morning person or a night person?
doesnt matter

Do you snore?
not normally

Do you know anyone who has gotten an abortion?
yes

What would you do if you opened up your front door to a dead body?
call the cops

Do you like to spend time with people?
yep

Are you hungry?
not right now

Are you a forgiving person?
yeah

When was the last time you did the dishes?
i dont know

Are you talking to anyone while doing this?
no

Do you want a relationship right now?
if it's someone

What are you about to do?
take a shower

Have you ever thought someone died, when they really didn't?
no

If you could be a superhero what would you want to do?
read minds

Your name plus "ness"?
krystalness

Three feelings at the moment?
bored tired dirty

Done anything you regret so far in life?
yeah

Are you listening to anything?
no

Where are you right now?
family room

What are you scared of?
getting in my car and finding someone in the back waiting to kill me

last movie you watched?
dont remember

Last song you sang out loud?
dont remember

Are you thinking of someone right now?
yeah sure

Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
i dont remember

Last thing you downloaded on your computer?
fruity loops

Have you changed much this yeaR?
definately

Where was the last place you went besides where you are?
church

Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
no

Do you speak any other language?
no

Do you dress for style or comfort?
dont know

Ever had a drunken night in Mexico?
no

What's the craziest thing you've done?
talked back to that mean lady a couple weeks ago at circle k

Favorite color(s)?
green brown yellow and whatever

What is your favorite Nickelback song?
i dont like nickleback

What are you looking forward to this summer?
nothing really

Last time you smiled?
i dont know

If you could have anything in the world, what would you want?
fun

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he wasnt here today.

1 Name something that made you frown today?
i guess getting nothing important done


2 What were you doing at 7:00 AM?
sleeping

3 Who was the last person you kissed?
my cousin elijah

4 If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a regret what would you do?
million i think



5 Are you close to your dad?
i suppose



6 Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet?
haha maybe



7 What were you doing 1 hour ago?
driving with my cousin



8 Do you currently have feelings for someone?
crush



9 What was the last thing you said aloud?
do we have a dentist appointment tomorrow

10 How many different things did you drink today?
water, juice, tea

11 Are you ticklish?
yes sometimes

13 Is success in your future?
i would say so

14 Are you a heavy sleeper?
yeah

15 Was today a good day?
so so

16 What is your Zodiac sign?
no clue

17 Does someone like you right now?
it'd be icing on the cake



18 Where was the last place you went?
phx 1st

19 Look at your third friend on myspace, Do you really like them?
yep one of my best friends



20 Last person you had a deep and meaningful convo with?
cass



21.



can you keep secrets?
yeah

22 Do you have any diseases or illnesses?
no

23 Tell me something personal.


no



24 Is there something you will never forget?
yes



25 How do you feel about Valentine's day?
blah



26 How is your heart doing?
hopefully really well



27 Have you kissed anyone on your top friends?
no


28 Who was the last person you took a picture with?
dont remember



29 Are you typically a jealous person?
sometimes. but i try not to be

30 Do you chew on straws?
yeah



31 What were you doing at midnight last night?
secret





32 Do you wish on 11:11 PM?
no



33 What's on your mind?
something...



34 Do you have a favorite book or poem?
yeah



35 What is something you like to do when you're down?
sleep


37 Have you ever gotten into a fight?
yes

38 Do you have trust issues?
soemtimes

39 Have you ever hated someone, but ended up being friends with them?
yeah

40 Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
tyler jess and rachel

41 How do people know when you're sad/mad?
the symptoms



42 Is it easier to forgive or forget?
forget

43 What is one thing you must have in a relationship?
fun!

44 Are you random?
oh not too much



45 What cartoon did you watch all the time when you were little?
pokemon

my parachute didn't open
and when my back up failed
the pixie dust prevailed
and i woke up next to you
all i wanted was to hold you

i was born in a city
however small
it held a hospital
for location where i came into being
it was all down hill from there

what do you do
when your lifes a disaster
and your moving faster
and its getting harder to breathe

what do you say
if someone is right but
you disagree
even if its the truth

i was told you are depressed
by a little bird
that was severly hurt
as it did not notice my window
it just flew wherever the wind blows
as it convulsed on the pavement
it whispered i am hated
your genetic flaws
i said say it all
you cant decipher reflections form reality
but neither can i

i noticed neither can i
i noticed neither can i
i noticed neither can i

you are the circle
i am the square
i have the non cut
you have the cool hair
we both take showers
for almost an hour
but only once a week or two

what do you do
when your lifes a disaster
and your moving faster
and its getting harder to breathe

what do you say
if someone is right but
you disagree even if its the truth

Guten Morgen
goot-en mor-gen
Good Morning

Guten Tag
goot-en tahk
Hello/Good Day

Guten Abend
goot-en ah-bent
Good Evening

Gute Nacht
goot-eh nakht
Good Night

Tag / Hallo / Tschüs / Tschau
tahk / hah-loh / tchews / chow
Hi / Hello / Bye

Auf Wiedersehen
owf vee-dair-zayn
Goodbye

Bis später
biss shpay-ter
See you later

Bis bald
biss bahlt
See you soon

Bis morgen
biss mohr-gen
See you tomorrow

Bitte
bih-tuh
Please

Danke (schön)
dahn-kuh shurn
Thank you

Bitteschön
bih-tuh shurn
You're welcome

Es tut mir leid.
ehs toot meer lite
I'm sorry

Entschuldigen Sie
ehnt-shool-dih-gun zee
Excuse me

Gehen wir!
geh-en veer
Let's go!

Wie geht es Ihnen?
vee gayt es ee-nen
How are you? (formal)

Wie geht's?
vee gayts
How are you? (informal)

(Sehr) Gut / So lala
zair goot / zo lahlah
(Very) Good / OK

Schlecht / Nicht Gut
shlekht / nisht goot
Bad / Not good

Es geht.
ess gate
I'm ok. (informal)

Ja / Nein
yah / nine
Yes / No

Wie heißen Sie?
vee hie-ssen zee
What's your name? (formal)

Wie heißt du?
vee hiesst doo
What's your name? (informal)

Ich heiße...
ikh hie-ssuh
I am called...

Freut mich.
froyt mikh
Pleased to meet you.

Gleichfalls.
glykh-fals
Likewise.

Herr / Frau / Fräulein
hair / frow / froi-line
Mister / Misses / Miss

Woher kommen Sie?
vo-hair koh-men zee
Where are you from? (formal)

Woher kommst du?
vo-hair kohmst doo
Where are you from? (informal)

Ich komme aus...
ikh koh-muh ows...
I'm from...

Wo wohnen Sie?
vo voh-nen zee
Where do you live? (formal)

Wo wohnst du?
vo vohnst doo
Where do you live? (informal)

Ich wohne in...
ikh voh-nuh in

I live in...

Wie alt sind Sie?
vee alt zint zee
How old are you? (formal)

Wie alt bist du?
vee alt bisst doo
How old are you? (informal)

Ich bin ____ Jahre alt.
ikh bin ____ yaa-reh alt
I am ____ years old.

Sprechen Sie deutsch?
shpreck-en zee doytch
Do you speak German? (formal)

Sprichst du englisch?
shprikhst doo eng-lish
Do you speak English? (informal)

Ich spreche (kein)...
ikh shpreck-uh kine
I (don't) speak...

Verstehen Sie? / Verstehst du?
fehr-shtay-en zee / fehr-shtayst doo
Do you understand? (formal / informal)

Ich verstehe (nicht).
ikh fehr-shtay-eh nikht
I (don't) understand.

Ich weiß (nicht).
ikh vise nikht
I (don't) know.

Können Sie mir helfen?
ker-nen zee meer hell-fen
Can you help me? (formal)

Kannst du mir helfen?
kahnst doo meer hell-fen
Can you help me? (informal)

Natürlich
nah-tewr-likh
Of course

Kann ich Ihnen helfen?
kahn ikh ee-nen hell-fen
May I help you? (formal)

Kann ich dir helfen?
kahn ikh deer hell-fen
May I help you? (informal)

Wie bitte?
vee bih-tuh
What? Pardon me?

Wie sagt man ___ auf deutsch?
vee zahkt mahn ___ owf doytch
How do you say ___ in German?

Wo ist / Wo sind... ?
voh ist / voh zint
Where is / Where are... ?

Es gibt...
ess geept
There is / are...

Was ist los?
vahs ist lohs
What's the matter?

Das macht nichts.
dass makht nikhts
It doesn't matter.

Das ist mir egal.
dass ist meer eh-gahl
I don't care.

Keine Angst!
ky-nuh ahngst
Don't worry!

Ich habe es vergessen.
ikh hah-buh ess fehr-geh-sen
I forgot.

Jetzt muss ich gehen.
yetz mooss ikh geh-en
I must go now.

Ich habe Hunger / Durst.
ikh hah-buh hoong-er / dirst
I'm hungry / thirsty.

Ich bin krank / müde.
ikh bin krahnk moo-duh
I'm sick / tired.

Ich habe Langeweile.
ikh hah-buh lahn-guh-vy-luh
I'm bored.

Gesundheit!
geh-soont-hyt
Bless you!

Herzlichen Glückwunsch!
herts-likh-en glewk-voonsh
Congratulations!

Sei ruhig!
zy roo-hikh
Be quiet!

Willkommen!
vil-koh-men
Welcome!

Viel Glück!
feel glewk
Good luck!

Ich liebe dich.
ikh leeb-uh dikh
I love you.

went to goodwill today. it's good. and i also got some payment. so that is pleasing. i am going over to cassidy's to spend the night and it should be fun. church tomorrow and i am playing on stage, i really hope tyler gets to feeling better because i dont want to lead. i'm not into that kind of thing.

i think i going to hang out with jennifer tonight but i haven't heard back from her. the wait begins...

so this weekend has been really spectacular. i have had the most fun i have ever had in a long time. plus i really feel better after a hard week. i dont want to go to school tomorrow i hate that place. but i am going to make the best of it

Evaluate the relative importance of the domestic and foreign policy during the "Era of Good Feelings."

I HATE CONCERT BAND, and i hate the misanthrope

april 15-20!!!!

our internet has been down for a few days. but i am happy its christmas. anyway i watched v for vendetta at brians party with everyone and it is a really good movie.
here are the best quotes..

V:Good evening, London. Allow me first to apologize for this interruption. I do, like many of you, appreciate the comforts of every day routine- the security of the familiar, the tranquility of repetition. I enjoy them as much as any bloke. But in the spirit of commemoration, thereby those important events of the past usually associated with someone's death or the end of some awful bloody struggle, a celebration of a nice holiday, I thought we could mark this November the 5th, a day that is sadly no longer remembered, by taking some time out of our daily lives to sit down and have a little chat. There are of course those who do not want us to speak. I suspect even now, orders are being shouted into telephones, and men with guns will soon be on their way. Why? Because while the truncheon may be used in lieu of conversation, words will always retain their power. Words offer the means to meaning, and for those who will listen, the enunciation of truth. And the truth is, there is something terribly wrong with this country, isn't there? Cruelty and injustice, intolerance and oppression. And where once you had the freedom to object, to think and speak as you saw fit, you now have censors and systems of surveillance coercing your conformity and soliciting your submission. How did this happen? Who's to blame? Well certainly there are those more responsible than others, and they will be held accountable, but again truth be told, if you're looking for the guilty, you need only look into a mirror. I know why you did it. I know you were afraid. Who wouldn't be? War, terror, disease. There were a myriad of problems which conspired to corrupt your reason and rob you of your common sense. Fear got the best of you, and in your panic you turned to the now high chancellor, Adam Sutler. He promised you order, he promised you peace, and all he demanded in return was your silent, obedient consent. Last night I sought to end that silence. Last night I destroyed the Old Bailey, to remind this country of what it has forgotten. More than four hundred years ago a great citizen wished to embed the fifth of November forever in our memory. His hope was to remind the world that fairness, justice, and freedom are more than words, they are perspectives. So if you've seen nothing, if the crimes of this government remain unknown to you then I would suggest you allow the fifth of November to pass unmarked. But if you see what I see, if you feel as I feel, and if you would seek as I seek, then I ask you to stand beside me one year from tonight, outside the gates of Parliament, and together we shall give them a fifth of November that shall never, ever be forgot.
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V: [Disguised as William Rookwood, meeting with Inspector Finch] Our story begins, as these stories often do, with a young up-and-coming politician. He's a deeply religious man and a member of the conservative party. He is completely single-minded convictions and has no regard for the political process. Eventually, his party launches a special project in the name of 'national security'. At first, it is believed to be a search for biological weapons and it is pursued regardless of its cost. However, the true goal of the project is power, complete and total hegemonic domination. The project, however, ends violently... but the efforts of those involved are not in vain, for a new ability to wage war is born from the blood of one of their victims. Imagine a virus - the most terrifying virus you can, and then imagine that you and you alone have the cure. But if your ultimate goal is power, how best to use such a weapon? It is at this point in our story that along comes a spider. He is a man seemingly without a conscience; for whom the ends always justify the means and it is he who suggests that their target should not be an enemy of the country but rather the country itself. Three targets are chosen to maximize the effect of the attack: a school, a tube station, and a water-treatment plant. Several hundred die within the first few weeks. Until at last the true goal comes into view. Before the St. Mary's crisis, no one would have predicted the outcome of the elections. No one. But after the election, lo and behold, a miracle. Some believed that it was the work of God himself, but it was a pharmaceutical company controlled by certain party members made them all obscenely rich. But the true genius of the plan was the fear. A year later, several extremeists are tried, found guilty, and executed while a memorial is builterected to canonize their victims. Fear became the ultimate tool of this government. And through it our politician was ultimately appointed to the newly created position of High Chancellor. The rest, as they say, is history.

more greasy food tonight, fried chicken. i spit the grease up on the ground outside. anyway i am done with eating. i hate it i think i just dont want my thighs to touch each other. anyway i am terribly cynical tonight and all around unhappy. and what sucks is that tomorrow and saturday i have to work and i hate working but its just for four hours but i still hate it. i hope i dont work on sunday so i can hang out with people i like. i also need to go shopping for christmas presents. i want an out of body expirience or an extreme lack of judgement, something forbidden. the things that make you sweaty and doubt yourself and the things that hurt your body and are bad for brain and all the stuff thats illegal.

i dont really think i want to live all that much anymore.

tonight we had some leftovers. they were too greasy. i am still coughing it up.

tonight was a birthday party for andrew. I went. it was not too bad but hanging out with younger people makes me feel like a kid again. It also makes me feel ashamed. Maybe it's because the pressures to be grown up and mature and all that. That's what makes me feel guilty. or it could be something else. I am completely wrong about everything, always.